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FAILURE or REALIZATION???   
09:19am 08/05/2006
 
mood: pessimistic
So the marriage fell apart after 2 and a half years of fighting to make it work. Now, is that considered a failure?? Yes and No. Yes, in the sense that the marriage didn't work, no matter how hard we tried. But no, in the sense that by fighting for the marriage, which wasn't meant to last, made us realise what we really wanted out of life, and go for it.

So I ask you, is it better to fail at a marriage whilst keeping the friendship, and succeed in life.....

.....or is it better to fight for something that won't work for years to come and lose all 3????
 
     

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awww   
03:11am 17/02/2005
  I saw this, took the quiz and had to put it up. You have to take it...




You Are a Rottweiler Puppy





Powerful, smart, and protective.
You're eager to growl at anyone you hate - but you're a big sweetheart inside.


 
     

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Holy Crapola!!   
03:04am 17/02/2005
 
mood: awake
Wow it's been a long time since I have updated this thing. Well here's the new scoop, Jenn and I left college and came home, due to extensive bills. I now have 2 good jobs and we are looking into buying a house. Jenn is doing better since we are back from school, minus the fact that we are currently stuck at her parents house until we can afford something else. Well I guess that is all for now, hope to talk to all of you soon...

Until Later....
 
     

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02:37pm 11/10/2004
 
mood: happy
Well, I finally got everything typed up. Now only to go on campus to print it all out and turn it in. Argg...at the expense of missing class and work today. Well anyways, there is nothing going on, I think I might go sell some movies to the library to get some money for chinese. Man I want some chinese for dinner..lol well lemme get to it if I want to get it done.

Fur meine frau,
Sie sind immer auf meinem Gemüt, mein sexy Liebhaber Immer ihres
 
     

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Almost Done....   
11:57pm 10/10/2004
 
mood: exhausted
OK..well I have finally gotten 2 out of the 3 things typed that I needed to. Well anyways, I am not sleeping until it is all finished. If I get to sleep that would be nice, although it wouldnt really matter, because I still have clothes to fold, and dishes to wash, and papers to go print at the computer lab.

BLA..why did I ever think that I was going to get any sleep? Eh...its just a common misconception I have grown to adopt through the beginning of college this year...well if i am up..i will update tomorrow.
 
     

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Ode to an Unproductive Weekend   
01:41pm 10/10/2004
 
mood: determined
Well, the weekend has slowly, and I mean slowly, dwindled to an end. My "break" was devoted to cleaning the house, doing laundry, and cooking meals. Not that I'm complaining I like keeping the place clean, but I actually wanted to have fun this weekend. My wife was supposed to go to JMU to hang out with her best friend and I'm sorry she didn't get to because I know how much she misses her. But I will do my best to work so that she can get the gas money to go soon, hopefully before Turkey Day Break, because between Thanksgiving and X-Mas break, all of our money is being saved for the holidays.

But yea, the ode to a boring weekend has to be topped off by an even more lifesucking dilema, so I am sitting here at my computer typing 3 papers that I decided to put off until the last minute. Oh well, there will be an immenint update sometime later in the day.

Wish me luck....
 
     

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Sometimes   
03:53pm 08/10/2004
 
mood: bored
Know what...this break really sucks...there is nobody on campus in sight that I can talk to, so that I can do something this weekend. And there is nobody that I do see on campus that will talk to me long enough so that I can bring the subject up. Well anyways, let me get off of here, that is my update for the day, unless something super exciting happens between now and bed time..RIGHT!!
 
     

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Break Schmeak..   
04:01pm 07/10/2004
 
mood: bouncy
So far Fall Break has consisted of being in the bookstore for 8 hours moving everything around. So you all better appreciate the new damn setup, because its not changing, lol. But yea, I am definiteley looking for something to do this weekend, and dont know who is doing anything. Hit me up with a post here, or stop by. Prader Hall apartment 2...lol yea thats sad...but its boring locked in here all the time. Well anyways, hit me up...
 
     

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Fall Break??   
02:57pm 06/10/2004
 
mood: frustrated
OK First I would like to clear up that I am not complaining about a 4-day weekend.

Now that's out of the way, I would like to say that for a break to truly be considered a break, there should not be papers due the day you come back. Three papers that need be 6 pages minimum, due Monday and Tuesday. What kind of break is that? I see this "Fall Break" as a 2-Day excuse from classes, because I know for sure that over any other "break" my ass will not be sitting in the house working on anything. So blah to VI's attemp to sugar-coat a 4-day work-weekend, to make it look appealing for all of the freshman that do not yet understand the concept that professors have nothing better to do with their time than to torture students with their endless array of evil mind-warping tricks. But anywho...

...On a more positive note, I plan on having my papers done tonight, leaving the rest of the weekend open for fun. I haven't been to J-City in a while, I think I am going to drive around campus in my big brown van and round up people to go clubbin with, or at least to get the hell off campus. Well in that case, I must now subject myself to these damn papers, an update later tonight will be in order.
 
     

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Double Whammy   
05:32pm 05/10/2004
 
mood: determined
Ok so here's how today went:
Went to bed at 3 am just to get up at 830
Went to US History for a test that, might I add, was not put together very well. Needless to say I think I did pretty well. Next class was Microeconomics, where another test was waiting for me. Throughout all of the crazy wording of the multiple choice, and the brain fart that came across my head during both of the essays, my professor decided to come back and hit me over the head with my own spiral, because I showed him the wording errors that he made. All that aside, I think I did reasonably well, if not pretty good on the test. Well then Jenn and I got some lunch and went to work, where I spent 3 hours re-arranging the side register food, sodas, and other crap behind the counter. Calculus couldnt have been more boring if I was already asleep. Needless to say, I survived by playing dots with Jenn during class.
Now I am supposed to be cleaning the den and kitchen, while Jenn takes care of the laundry and bedroom. The office is in a category of its own, and needs its own day to be straightened. Procrastination may once again solve the problem of cleaning our cluttered apartment.

It seems that we will survive to see another day, so I guess I should go get started on some cleaning. At least the apartment will be clean, again, at last.
 
     

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Back Again   
02:28pm 04/10/2004
 
mood: exhausted
Well it has been over 2 years since I have posted, hence the clearing out of all posts. Well an update for anyone that cares:
1) I'm married a year as of November 22
2) I am back in college full time, Virginia Intermont in Bristol VA to be exact
3) Well, there is a lot of other stuff that I don't find important to post at this time, such as my lack of sleep, and apparent ability to write amazing english papers

Well if anyone cares, leave me a post, and um, make it funny...
 
     

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